Why am I so lonely?
Abandon, is such a strong word
To leave someone....maybe forever
Forever, did she not understand me?
So, she didn't care that I was born prematurely?
Forever is such a strong word............
It will last longer than I have expected
Care, so she didn't love me?
Why didn't she want to keep me?
She made decisions too fast for her life.
Maybe I should try to see her.......
Will she want to see me?
Will she still love me?
I need to find her........
But when I do, what will I say?
Making the incredible journey across,
I meet new people and get caught
I can't believe my "family" lied to me!
Look, there she is! What will I tell her?
Think, think she needs to know............
Or does she really want to know me?
It's the truth, she hates me that I'm here
What a waste of time!
I've realized the truth that's inside of me
I already have a family
There here, loving me and supporting me
Why should I go back?
I want to tell my mom that I love her,
That I forgive what she did to me
I'll tell my "family" that I love them, as well
I'll tell them, "Thanks, for loving me."
Author's Note:
I got the inspiration from the movie OctoberBaby.
It's a really inspirating story. I decieded to create a short poem, not sharing too much of the story's information, but to write the theme on what it was about. The title for my poem, Abandon Love, really gives of what this movie was about. To be honest, this movie/poem was a TRUE story. I hope you'll enjoy the movie as much as I did. Check out this website for more information on, OctoberBaby!
